What's on my phone - as of 9-22-22
Note
- I'm adding in the mp3's
- because I've edited them to sound the way I want it
- some of them I never got a chance to fix them
- if anyone fixes them - send it to me
- some of them I never got a chance to fix them
- youtube vid's - won't match mp3's
- but I'll try to
- when I saw it on youtube likely
- changed
- isn't able to be found by me
- because I've edited them to sound the way I want it
- music folder [directory] notation
- -> - subfolder
- this list is not complete
- it's just the most I was able to do
- I stopped adding -> it after a while
- this pg is also for my own personal ref
- as a snapshot
- in case anything happens
- -> - make it change
- I can - get info back
- -> - make it change
- the songs on this list vs what I really truly like are different
- ex's - not on here - but should be (esp - on space playlist)
- drag me down - 1D
- Show goes on - lupe fiasco
- in the end - linkin park
- a little bit longer - jonas brothers
- am i wrong - nico & winz
- akon
- so many ok go's songs
- born in the usa - bruce springsteen
- space man - sam ryder
- pound the alarm - nicki minaj
- faded - alan walker
- types - vocal, instrumental
- madonna
- take me to the kaptin - prism
- miley cyrus
- you'll likely still find songs I like there
- it's mainly under the music folder
- and might not be as likable by me anymore
- reasons
- not listening to them for a while
- reasons
- being mixed in with others
- ->
- not listen as much
- enjoy what I hear
- ->
- being mixed in with others
- reasons
- outdated
- from - not listening
- not listening to them for a while
- reasons
- and might not be as likable by me anymore
- it's mainly under the music folder
- reasons
- some
- people place too much importance on status
- that they conflate it with circumstance
- they feel whatever songs that I have are the ones that I like
- when in reality the songs I like aren't accessible to me
- and this is all I have left
- it's not my fault if I haven't found or a song I like doesn't exist
- and this is all I have left
- when in reality the songs I like aren't accessible to me
- they feel whatever songs that I have are the ones that I like
- I'm not a big fan of listening to music
- and even worse putting all the music I 'like' at me all the time just so others can judge
- when they're available - -> show them
- why would I wait around for that?
- having something I don't want in my life 24/7
- just to show someone once in a while for a few second
- it's illogical and doesn't make sense
- so I'm putting this list on my personal website
- -> - move on -> better parts of my life
- and put this part of my mind behind me
- as I've gotten tugged and pushed and pulled by the whole music list idea
- that enough's enough - I'm just pulling the plug
- as I've gotten tugged and pushed and pulled by the whole music list idea
- and put this part of my mind behind me
- -> - move on -> better parts of my life
- so I'm putting this list on my personal website
- it's illogical and doesn't make sense
- just to show someone once in a while for a few second
- having something I don't want in my life 24/7
- why would I wait around for that?
- it's really hurtful and offensive
- when they're available - -> show them
- to begin with
- as there's more to life than that
- instead - I'm more of a person that appreciates music
- for the moment - based on what I see in it
- the patterns, etc.
- -> where I get inspired
- but doesn't like to play it
- except rarely when I'm just being silly
- or
- trying to impress
- help out in the moment
- or
- except rarely when I'm just being silly
- for the moment - based on what I see in it
- and even worse putting all the music I 'like' at me all the time just so others can judge
- it's important to take this list with a grain of salt
- at most - in terms of using it as a reflection of who I am
- instead - treat it as an imprint of the world on my life
- like a historical - aspect, perspective
- what happened - when, where
- that left an impression on me
- and how
- instead - treat it as an imprint of the world on my life
- at most - in terms of using it as a reflection of who I am
- that they conflate it with circumstance
- people place too much importance on status
- songs are placeholders of memories
- so I remember a vision
- for when I need -> go back -> it
- rather than actually liking it
- the songs are more something that's bearable
- where the
- sounds aren't popping out of nowhere
- it's amenable
- lyrics aren't offensive
- but more give a life lesson
- or is something I can analyze and understand
- and recognize what happened
- so I can learn from it
- and recognize what happened
- or is something I can analyze and understand
- nothing about
- violence
- drugs
- < - romance
- reason - overplayed
- but more give a life lesson
- sounds aren't popping out of nowhere
- where the
- the songs are more something that's bearable
- rather than actually liking it
- for when I need -> go back -> it
- so I remember a vision
- people (especially my family) have listened to, judged, and told me to change the songs to suit their style
- it hurts to see the list so broken
- but it's here because people want to see what I listen to
- to feel what I feel
- a.k.a. - connect w/ me - on a fundamental (one of them) mental level
- reasons - work w/, enjoy, understand me better
- a.k.a. - connect w/ me - on a fundamental (one of them) mental level
- they ask me all the time
- so I might as well write it all down
- to feel what I feel
- but it's here because people want to see what I listen to
- it hurts to see the list so broken
- the true list is hard to find
- I don't really know the names of the songs I like
- I don't even know the songs out there that I would like
- or remember that I ever did like them
- mainly because it's been removed from other's judgments
- also - because I've removed them from my life
- due to the traumas I've received by other's judgments
- note - I might retraumatized by showing it on my website
- they're attached to memories I don't want to lose
- although I might try
- by working with the songs
- and others looking at them
- feels a little embarrassing to show private thoughts from my head in a public space
- and others looking at them
- note - I might retraumatized by showing it on my website
- due to the traumas I've received by other's judgments
- reason - I don't feel others will like or understand
- or just wear me out - by asking me to pull up my songs
- when I just don't want to
- which would ruin the songs for me
- to where it wears me out
- and I end up not liking them or the song
- because they use the songs to use me to be a slave to doing whatever they want me to do
- and that's not what I'm here for in life
- because they use the songs to use me to be a slave to doing whatever they want me to do
- and I end up not liking them or the song
- when I just don't want to
- and might misjudge to ruin whatever I like
- or use it against me to take advantage of what I know
- by knowing
- there's no point of me going through that
- i.e. - tarnishing the songs I like to where I don't like it
- or use it against me to take advantage of what I know
- or just wear me out - by asking me to pull up my songs
- also - because I've removed them from my life
- when I like something - I'm not
- documenting it
- reason - it's special for that moment in time
- listening to them all the time
- reason - it would lose its special quality
- if I listened - to where I don't like it anymore
- reason - it would lose its special quality
- documenting it
- I don't really know the names of the songs I like
- some
- ex's - not on here - but should be (esp - on space playlist)
List
Music
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(start at 9:48)
(coldplay halftime show was also amazing) |
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music -> fav's
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(first pop song that was released live that I heard in my life - at least was most prominent in my memories)
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(also madcon)
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(first song of the 21st century)
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(good at 1.5x speed)
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(one of my first favorite songs - or at least a song I could feel happy to)
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(another one of my pre-fav songs)
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(great for running)
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(for hiking mountains, general inspiration -> greatness)
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(don't forget the original unofficial)
(my favorite song of all time) |
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(1st favorite song)
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music -> fav's -> 1
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music -> fav's -> 2
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music -> fav's -> 3
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music -> fav's -> 4
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music -> fav's -> 5
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music -> fav's -> 6
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music -> fav's -> 7
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music -> fav's -> 8
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music -> fav's -> 9
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music -> fav's -> 10
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music -> fut, space
music -> fut, space -> 1 - planets |
source - all - https://soundcloud.com/nasa/sets/spookyspacesounds
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music -> fut, space -> 2 - tomorrowland
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music -> fut, space -> 3 - man made
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music -> fut, space -> 4 - songs
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(one of the first songs I ever heard in my life)
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(see also car commercial (my favorite where I discovered this as my fav song - before was 'too close' by alex clare and cliff diver)
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music -> fut, space -> 4 - songs -> 1
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music -> fut, space -> 4 - songs -> 2
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music -> fut, space -> 5 - instrumental
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music -> fut, space -> 5 - instrumental -> study, long
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music -> MS
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music -> MS -> 1
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music -> non-vocal
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(source - utube - not quite the same)
(see also - scenery) |
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music -> non-vocal -> long
https://soundcloud.com/eyewire
https://soundcloud.com/eyewire
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https://soundcloud.com/pyrosion
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music -> study
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music -> study -> 1
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music -> study -> 2
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music -> study -> 3
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